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I have a virus or something and its making me feel really not well 🙁

Added to that my head so wants to be Mistress Deborah’s baby – I can’t explain the desire I want from it.
I love it when she

Makes my weenie hard before wrapping it in a tight nappy
She feeds me food – baby food or liquidises my food
She gives me my milk
My weenie gets a mind of its own when she tells me I am not allowed her pussy or to get inside her
She dresses me as a baby
She puts me to bed in my cot/crib – It’s put away due to kids asking too many questions – but its coming back again and although I know I cannot sleep yet all night it makes me go right into sub space.

Why do I love being baby?!? I think its the bond it gives between me and Mistress.  It’s a very intimate thing – Mistress puts the nappy and baby clothes on me and feeds me.

BUT we are not just doing it as a baby – what baby do you know that has a locking dummy gag, or gets chained to bed, or its weenie played with to a level of distraction…

So when I am poorly and Mistress is tired – it stops a little – and we both look like little lost people.

A rambling post – but I hope you get the picture 🙂

The following was written by Mistress Deborah (my Mistress and mummy). It originally appeared on chastitymansion.com and I have added my thoughts in this post in a different color and the images…

Today started with a heavy petting session.
I had just woken next to slave and we kissed.
I was quickly turned on so began moving over to him and stroked his weenie til hard.He was so quickly hard and was eager to kiss me back.
I straddled him (wearing my pj’s) and was teasing him by talking about a milking machine – he was sooooo turned on and quickly said stop!
I was pushing my tongue into his mouth and my hand was around his throat as I pushed down onto his torso then his hand went down and began stroking my pussy through the fabric – “OH DEAR”!!! I said, “how dare you touch without asking”!!
His face was a picture!

(I know I did wrong but I so wanted to touch – I find it very hard to resist Mistress and although my rules state I am not allowed as baby – I find this really really difficult )

He was told he would be punished later………..
I dressed him in a clean nappy with locking plastic pants and fed him some food and whilst he drank his milk (a lot of milk 12oz!)  I teased him and drove him mad by talking about the milking machine  (I don’t know if you have seen these devices – but there is a video on xvideos of a poor guy having every once of semen sucked out of him – and while it looks painful and excruciating – part of me would like to try and do that – if there’s no cum in me – then I can’t have any accidents).

He was told to dress – we met downstairs where I fed him laxatives  (this was new from Mistress and the thought of loosing control of my bowels while locked in my nappy made my weenie twitch like crazy – nothing happened on Saturday due to the laxatives – but on Sunday I did have a messy incident in my nappy – Mistress has changed the laxative now to a fast working suppository so I think I could be in for some messy nappies soon – OMG – (oh nooo)   and he was told he would wear the nappy ALL DAY! He was sent to do errands ..
When he returned he was told to go upstairs and strip. I followed him up and sat on the chair in the middle of the room – my petticoats all fluffed up.
He was told to bend over my knee, his hard cock pushing into my lap as he did so.
I paddled his arse with my spiky paddle that I bought in Amsterdam – it made his arse bleed!
He was super quiet as I had filled his mouth with a dummy gag lol!

(the Dummy gag really fills my mouth and Mistress had locked it in place – and the paddle really hurts – the paddle is made of leather and is flexible but the spikes are all over it).

Mistress I am truly sorry for being a bad baby.  I will not touch again and no Mistress is always right – I am very very very sorry Mistress 

When he was told to rise I made him kneel before his Mistress – I lifted my skirts, showing my pussy to him.
I teased him by wiping my scent on his top lip so he could smell me.
He was told to touch my pussy and I teased him by telling him he would never get in there!
I pushed his hard weenie against my pussy and he was desperate to push into me but not allowed!

As baby this is the part that drives me wild, I want to be able to touch, to smell to get my weenie there but I’m not allowed – and of all we do and say it’s the bit that scares me so much.  I don’t want my Mistress to have anyone else – I know it’s not my choice – it’s hers – but it really scares me.  

He was pushed away and told to tidy up!

So all of you subs…ask before you touch!!

Sorry – Sorry Sorry Mistress xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi All,
In case you don’t know what a minion is there these little characters who speak with a squeak in the films despicable me (2).  

Well I bought Mistress a cuddly toy version a while back, she would like an army of them if they were real. So last night I noticed it had moved up to our bedroom, and said…

“Why has the minion come upstairs?”
“So I can cuddle him when your not in the bed?” – Mistress
“So where will I be then?”
“At the end of the bed in your cot of course” – Mistress

Eek – my cot is very small – and I dont sleep brilliantly in it and we had put it away due to nosy kids – it changes to a day bed – but they had seen it in the cot arrangement and were suspicious..

Mistress went on to say that every other weekend I will be sleeping in it for Friday and Saturday nights and possibly for some naps during the day… but of course there is always a twist..

She went on to tell me that I could be wearing my new mittens and my pink dummy gag on occasions and also chained down with an estim butt plug up my bum for some of the duration.

Some how I don’t think this baby will get much sleep!

So it looks like a minion may take my place in the bed, but at least Mistress will be close by to see, smell and hear sleeping.

Don’t get me wrong – my cot makes me feel even more like her baby. It has sheets and everything but it is tiny.

Oh boy!

Saturday and Sunday were very strange….

Mistress bought me another present.  The image shows them a pair of blue satin locking mittens.  They keep my hand in the shape of a fist and feel soft.  The other night Mistress asked if I should try them on, I already had my nappy on and I said
“Yes Mistress”
She put them on my hands and then locked them on and said. .
“They look really nice baby I think you should wear them all night.  Night baby sleep well “

And there I was stuck again for 8 hours with my hands in the shape of my fist a warm nappy and not a thing I could do. .

I didn’t sleep very well but I’m sure they will be back soon. . Mistress knows best.

Slave baby Phil

Hi,

Well last week was a bank holiday and myself and Mistress were hard at work in the garden.  It was not meant to be a day gardening but we have dogs who we think have been taking escapology classes and Mistress decided enough was enough.  The morning started with Mistress putting me in a nappy and just before we left the house I needed to visit the toilet for a poo (Number two’s – Mistress doesn’t like or do Poo – so these go in the toilet).  I took my trousers down undid my nappy and did what I had to do placed my nappy back on and stood up and rip.  The back of the nappy burst.  As everyone was waiting for me in the car I threw the nappy in our bin and ran downstairs to see Mistress and told her what had happened. So I was now no underwear and just my trousers.

The work in the garden was really hard work and when we finished Mistress had a bath and I had her water and we spent the evening chilling.  I dont think Mistress redressed me in a nappy – it was just one of them days.

When bed time came before I got into bed I stopped and asked and was told Mistress wanted me naked.  We kissed and cuddled and fondled with each other, it was amazing and then Mistress climbed on top of me and took me for every ounce of cum left inside me.  It was amazing.  There was no kink – no gadgets or gizmos – just a plain (except Mistress was on top!) straighforward f*ck and the orgasm that we both had was mind blowing!

It was amazing in so many ways.  That I got to cum (again) inside Mistress that it felt so good and I able to satisfy Mistress.

Thank you Mistress for my vanilla ice cream – It was delicious!

Your loving baby phil

I thought I would start with a photo as this new toy of Mistress Mummy’s has given me a few problems ….

Mistress Mummy knows I like gags and having my mouth filled so she bought this one from eBay for Baby. Its made in the UK and it wasn’t expensive but Mummy likes it because its Pink and lockable *gulp*

So Mummy had used it on me a couple of times since she got it but on Sunday night I was laying on the bed with my wet nappy which Mummy removed and then inserted my gag.   She started flicking her tongue across my nipples and then grabbed my weenie and started stroking it up and down.  It was already quite hard from when she had put the gag in me.   She carried on flicking her tongue on my nipples and then went down and pushed my weenie into her mouth and started pushing it in as deep as she could get it.  I was groaning and squirming on the bed.  Then she went back to my nipples and used her hand and I  could feel myself edging closer and closer.  I was squirming around on the bed.. and then Mummy went back down and started moving her mouth up and down again.  I could feel all my nerves endings errupting and then she came up again and flicked her tongue on my nipples..  Each time I was getting closer and closer and closer.  Mummys head was midway between my chest and my weenie and I knew I was going to come, so without thinking what I was doing I placed my hand on the back of mummy head and guided her down onto my weenie.  I creemied straight into Mummy’s mouth and there was lots and lots of it.  Mummy made a yummy groan sounds and swallowed it all and looked very happy until…

She turned to me and told me I had been naughty because I had pushed mummy’s head down onto my weenie…

I did try to explain that I knew Mummy liked it and I didnt want it to go all over the bed…

So now I am waiting for a smacked bum :-((((((

Sorry Mistress Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I have been away from Mistress Mummy for a few days with our collective children and also due to a family funeral (sad times my real mum died 🙁  ) I have been out of nappies and being baby for what seemed like ages.  It hasnt stopped me wanting and talking to mummy on text and phone but it definitely felt like something was missing in so many ways…

We did some shopping on ebay before I went away and Mistress Mummy ordered some new dresses and petticoats and also some bits for baby – including a locking pacifier gag.

I got home last night and Mistress mummy placed me back in a nappy – but not before teasing my excited weenie to orgasm.  We then went to sleep and I woke up and made myself and Mistress a cup of tea.  My nappy was not wet  – I cannot wet at night – and it’s something Mistress wants me to achieve – as I do.

While making the tea I wet my nappy and after coming back upstairs and Mistress removing my nappy she teased me to another really hard weenie and then placed me in another nappy before I got dressed and went downstairs for breakfast.

Mistress came downstairs dressed in a new dress with a really full petticoat underneath it looked amazing..