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Well, Sexpo was last weekend (12-14 November) and Lucy went on the Saturday…

I started getting ready on Friday, a shave (my face) – although no one sees that 🙂 and then out came the Nair hair removal creme.  I love this brand and in the local shops you can buy it for about 99p a tube.  An absolute steal.  1 Tube will do two arms, or two legs or my back or my front – so it makes it quick and cost effective.   Oh and if you use it go for the sensitive one and don’t leave it on longer than 6 minutes – and never on your male bits (assuming your a guy reading this lol !)…

So I was in the bathroom sorting myself out and in came Mistress.  She was colouring her hair and she was also having a bath.  It was a little surreal.  Me taking all my hair off – Mistress doing the same both doing what girls are meant to do.

Afterwards we went upstairs and got out all the bits that make Lucy.  Shoes, skirt, top, hair, my torso, and the chastity belt (behindbarz.co.uk)  – the belt was the reason for the visit to sexpo. I had agreed to go down and help on there stand and told them Lucy was coming.  So my bag was packed my nails looked lovely and next day I was up and going down on the train…

I love it when my nails are painted and they looked amazing.  Mistress had done them for me and I had grown them.  They were truly beautiful.

I got to sexp and find behindbarz and told the two Jo’s (Mistress Jo and Mr Joe) that I was very nervous and was told I would be fine… I hoped so I was very very scared.  I looked around the show and saw lots of interesting sites like puppy pride – there was about 6-8 people dressed in latex and a puppy hood being dogs – this helped settle my nerves a little and I remembered what Mistress said that I would be behind a mask so no one would know it was me.

After about 4 hours at the show the time had came so I went to the disabled toilets with Mistress Jo and another lady.  I got as far as I could on my own – it was so hot – so the latex stockings I planned on wearing just couldn’t get them on.  Belt went on my little red skirt and the torso and then I opened the door so that Mistress Jo and her helper  could help lace me in and do my hair etc.  I was ready.  The door opened and out walked Lucy into the busy sexpo arena.  I was concentrating in walking properly as my heels are quite high.  Nice and black and shinny.  But instantly people were looking and there faces looked quite shocked.  I was on the stand.  Joe greeted me

“Bloody ell phil”

It made me smile and that was it – Lucy was on – I stood still – a lady on a stand opposite looked very freaked out.  I had been talking to her on and off most of the day but she still looked a little freaked but I was calm.  I was Lucy – I was enjoying myself.  It wasnt long before people walking past either ignored me or looked really scared off me – that was a bit unsettling but I soon found it funny.

A rather chunky black guy walked past the outer edge of the stand three time and then came over and wanted to take a selfie with me.  No problem 🙂  This would not be the last one of the day.

My confidence was growing and now I was doing what I had planned to do – I had a sash with I’m Lucy I’m behind barz and I was showing anyone who wanted to see the beautiful belt what it was all about.  I was getting hot but thoughtfully I had been provided with water and a straw 🙂

www.behindbarz.co.uk

I was now ready and started to walk around sexpo.  I could see people staring and stopping and loved every minute.  The questions on why – Why not?

“I saw a program on channel4 about this…” – that was one comment …

“Why?”

Then a stand owner – who obviously was a slave – big metal collar and a latex dress and a friend..

Her friend said..

“Oh no – you look freaky – I really don’t like it”

And the stand owner said and smiled “I think you look beautiful darling”

I saw some “celebs” Farah Abraham promoting her molded vagina – I waved at her she waved back and looked a little unsettled.

I had more selfies taken – with a bunch of girls who wanted to kiss me (on the cheek).

Selfies with two guys and a lady..

I wonder where they will turn up 🙂

I had a 3d scan done buy www.3dscanbot,com I am looking forward to getting that 🙂

BUT most of all I loved every minute of it.  My confidence grew and I managed to sell a belt for behind barz as well.  The only one they sold 🙂

After over 2 hours a s Lucy it was time to change back – my train was getting close.

I was sad to change – I was very hot sweaty – and loved it..

I felt amazing 🙂

What a buzz 🙂
Lucy

P.S. Next day I got corrected by Mistress Deborah for saying that I had seen a cute adult baby girl… and general other bits – OOPS!

Last night was the first time that we got to test this..

The “hannibal” is an amazing cage but I wanted something more.  I was hooked.  Something more enclosing something for me something a little different.  Something bespoke for me. I spoke to Joe at behindbarz.co.uk and told him my ideas along with a photo with some marked up areas.

On my wish list was no bottom bracket I don’t use the crotch strap.

Slightly narrower

More enclosed but still a gap for water and to be able to pull my foreskin back a little for cleaning.

And on Mistresses list was a heart.

I also had an idea for a strap on attachment
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And smaller holes to stop the ball skin getting trapped..

And here it is and it looks and feels amazing.

The first image is the new cage,  the locking nuts are not shown here I was trying it on for the first time.  The heart is removable but the cage still stays very secure due to the locking nuts. I have worn this new design for 5 days continously with no problems and it only came off today so I could visit behindbarz.co.uk  for the final piece of the jigsaw.  

I sent Joe a vaculoc dildo attachment and his brilliant dad, a British family business 🙂 , manufactured from stainless what you see in picture two.  You take out the heart and this slides straight on.  Then you push on Mistresses choice of dildo and your ready to go.  No release no hard on for slave no chance of cunning just pure Frustration bit enjoyment for Mistress.

I can’t tell you how amazing these guys are.

And this cage is called “I love lucy”

All the best
Philfred

For those of you who don’t know the reference [it’s Star Trek – just substitute Lucy for Life 😉 ]..

I thought this was a good opening statement.   From the posts on here you will get an idea of what Lucy looks like.  She tends to be a little slutty, she doesn’t dress conservatively and she looks very different.  But underneath Lucy is a man – which is me.

Lucy has been my way of being female looking as I know I don’t make the best woman.  But being Lucy takes a lot of work [which I don’t mind] and isn’t something that can happen quickly – and bringing Lucy in this form out would cause lots of issues and possibly put myself and Mistress in danger.

I have had female tendencies I believe for a long time now.  They have been suppressed and Lucy was born by Mistress telling me she likes girls as well.  It was the best excuse ever to bring her to life.  To do something for the one you love and to bring out my girly side as well.

So last weekend Mistress suggested I go out with some girly attire and bits but not as Lucy, as me – but in a Eddie Izzard style – so a smart suit but with heels, gentle makeup and painted nails..