I am on the edge
The last few days have been very scary and exciting all together. Yesterday we arrived in Belgium so that today I could go to meet the Dr who is doing my Breast Augmentation. My feelings up to this point have …
The last few days have been very scary and exciting all together.
Yesterday we arrived in Belgium so that today I could go to meet the Dr who is doing my Breast Augmentation. My feelings up to this point have been one of excitement and enthusiasm that this is what I want and need to feel more feminine and to be more me.
The appointment was today and the consultant was great. He told me my nipples were too low that I would need slightly larger implants than I thought I would get and that I was no to expect a cleavage like you get from a push up bra but none of that has put me off and it’s happening tomorrow morning.
What has unsettled me this afternoon is my Mistress/Wife crying. She has fully supported me all the way and without her I would not be here or be the person I am. She is my soul mate my rock, my big voice, my courage and my reason and I love her with all my heart.
She said she was crying because it’s the end of me the man she married and the start of something different. She assures me she is happy with it but I don’t think sometimes I truly realise how much impact I make on her and how much I love her.
I have told her it can stop if she wants it to , she has told me she doesn’t want me to and would not have come all this way with me if she wanted me to stop.
So excuse the post, I feel very strange at present , and thanks to lady gaga lyrics below…
I’m I’m on the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment with you
I’m on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge,
I’m on the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment with you
I’m on the edge with you.
Another shot before we kiss the other side
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
I’m on the edge of something final we call life tonight
(Alright! Alright!)
Put on your shades, ’cause I’ll be dancing in the flames
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
It isn’t hell if everybody knows my name tonight
(Alright! Alright!)
[Bridge:]
It’s hard to feel the rush, to brush the dangerous
I’m gonna run right to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall far in loveon the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment of truth
See you all the other side.
Lucy x
With much love to Mistress xxx
