I have had a long term fantasy that I could be trapped inside an inflatable so that Mistress could sit on me and pleasure herself, if she wanted to do, or do anything else while I was stuck.

Well a fellow kinky fellow from Japan came to my rescue and I was able to order this beauty.

The curved end is where you get in it has a sealed zip and is made from two inflatable air mattresses. I used my latex mask and tubes to allow breathing as I didn’t want to suffocate. I climbed in and heard Mistress zip it close it already was very dark. Next came the air. As it inflated it pushed hard down onto my body trapping me and squashing me leaving me unable to move.

I tried moving around but Mistress came into the room and told me to stop and that I wasnt coming out until she was ready. My breathing was quite hard and mentally I was very turned up, I had slight panic before going in and I think that’s why my lower regions didn’t react. I was let out after quite some time and it was quite difficult to hey out. I was a little trapped but after done wiggling I was free. I spent the rest of the night full of Adeline. M has t told me next time will be alot longer and she might just leave me and go out!!

Until next time.

Hugs Lucy xxx

The last few days have been very scary and exciting all together.

Yesterday we arrived in Belgium so that today I could go to meet the Dr who is doing my Breast Augmentation. My feelings up to this point have been one of excitement and enthusiasm that this is what I want and need to feel more feminine and to be more me.

The appointment was today and the consultant was great. He told me my nipples were too low that I would need slightly larger implants than I thought I would get and that I was no to expect a cleavage like you get from a push up bra but none of that has put me off and it’s happening tomorrow morning.

What has unsettled me this afternoon is my Mistress/Wife crying. She has fully supported me all the way and without her I would not be here or be the person I am. She is my soul mate my rock, my big voice, my courage and my reason and I love her with all my heart.

She said she was crying because it’s the end of me the man she married and the start of something different. She assures me she is happy with it but I don’t think sometimes I truly realise how much impact I make on her and how much I love her.

I have told her it can stop if she wants it to , she has told me she doesn’t want me to and would not have come all this way with me if she wanted me to stop.

So excuse the post, I feel very strange at present , and thanks to lady gaga lyrics below…

I’m I’m on the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment of truth
Out on the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment with you
I’m on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge,
I’m on the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment with you
I’m on the edge with you.
Another shot before we kiss the other side
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
I’m on the edge of something final we call life tonight
(Alright! Alright!)
Put on your shades, ’cause I’ll be dancing in the flames
Tonight, yeah, baby! (Tonight, yeah, baby!)
It isn’t hell if everybody knows my name tonight
(Alright! Alright!)

[Bridge:]
It’s hard to feel the rush, to brush the dangerous
I’m gonna run right to, to the edge with you
Where we can both fall far in loveon the edge of glory, and I’m hanging on a moment of truth

See you all the other side.

Lucy x

With much love to Mistress xxx

Well I have gone and done it. I have been wearing

Ever since I got them and the conversations with Mistress have all been very positive.

Mistress has even said she is looking forward to getting her very own ladyboy.

So now the deposit is paid, I have a date and I’m making travel arrangements.

I may be mad, but I finally will get what I have wanted for years.

And by my estimates it may not only be Brexit but breast exit by then.

Hugs

Lucy x

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